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[04 Aug 2006|07:31pm] |
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I ordered one of each of these today.
I've never owned a pair of snap-on plastic pants, and I've never owned a pair of cloth-lined plastic pants either. The latter will probably be instrumental in keeping leaks at bay. The former, I'm just curious about. We'll see. They're on sale, so yay!
Bah, I haven't even worn in... ...it's been at least a month? I don't remember. ;_;
I will try to post more often. Sure, I'm sure you've all heard that one before. ^_^
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[16 Aug 2005|11:56pm] |
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It's a little creepy to see AB things mentioned over in vanilla-land, in a context completely unrelated to me at all. It makes me want to jump in and expose myself... and gleefully watch as people who I thought were my friends become hypocrites. ;)
I mean... if you knew me as someone else, and were linked over here, what would you think? I'm not even anyone cool, I'm just a lil' girl with a diaper fetish. :\ I'm not interested in posting pictures of myself... I don't draw cool pictures, I just post about my DL-ly exploits every few months.
I find it tough to associate with the DL community most of the time, since I'm so incredibly non-sexual. I'm not an AB either... I'm mostly interested in diapers and nothing else. Of course, I've not really experimented with any other AB-type stuff.
I just don't know what to think sometimes. It's impossible for me to label myself. I see no reason to come out in vanilla-land though... too many people I know in real life are watching. ;)
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[28 Jun 2005|10:02pm] |
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Okay... I haven't added my interests back, but I'll do that in a few minutes.
To the person who I mentioned in the entry below... if you ever happen upon this journal again, finding it mysteriously re-populated, and want to leave to comment under one of your other journals, please feel free. Of course you could just drop me an instant message if my crazy 'sekrit stuff' doesn't totally creep you out and you want to talk about it. ;)
To ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tye123654 er... who are you exactly? You have a two-day old journal (as of today), no entries, no interests, no nothing... and you added me when I was pretty much invisible. Could you please post a comment here or something letting me know who you are and how you found me? I figure it was just through another person's friends list or something... but you never know. ;)
Anyway I'm gonna muse for a lil'while-- my bf and I were coming back from dinner with some friends (a married couple who recently moved back to the states, let's call them J and T ;) ) and T was complaining about how she had to pee, and how we should hurry up and get home, hehe... of course you know what was going through my mind. If the three of us (bf, T and I) were alone, I would have considered throwing out a diaper quip, but... J is a bit... I'm not sure of the word to use, but... he has strong opinions about many things, and I'd hate to be judged. I suppose I worry too much about that kind of thing.
My bf and I are going on a road trip about 8 hours this weekend... and I am seriously considering asking if I can go padded. ^_^ During the conversation above, bf countered T's complaints about "well, I'm pretty sure she has you beat in that department" and proceeded to tell tales about me needing to stop way too often (in his opinion) for bathroom breaks when we went on our last road trip. =p. ...so... I will be like "yeah, I'll just put one on before we leave the house. I won't talk about it; you'll never know. I'll take it off when we get there... you'll never know." ...I am really scared of doing that though. I've never thought about orchestrating a padded roadtrip. :) It would be... a bit of a rush though, sitting there in the passenger seat having a wee and him never knowing. :o I am so very certain that an Abena X-Plus would survive an 8 hour trip without being saturated. The only thing I'm worried about... is what if we stop somewhere to get food? What if I have to... um... do something other than pee? Well, I suppose they have 'refastenable tapes' (in theory, but agh, the tapes on abenas really really suck, anyone here can attest to this who has tried them) so maybe I'll just bring a change or two ... I don't know! hahaha.
Oi, I dunno what to do. Perhaps I will bring it up tomorrow, randomly, and see what his opinion is of it. I never did get up enough guts to go to the movies padded a few months back. =p Yaya, so indecisive lil' Raina is. ^_^
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[13 Jun 2005|09:05pm] |
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...well, I screwed up today.
See, usually I have different browsers for different things... different sets of cookies. IE is my vanilla stuff, and Firefox houses this cookie.
...well, I made a post on a vanilla friend's LJ (answered a poll actually) with this LJ. Oops.
I have never 'cleaned off' a journal so fast... actually, i'd never had to do it before, but wow, terrifying paranoia eek.
I talked to her later... luckily she didn't click on the lj and read the info before I purged it. I guess I moved pretty quickly. ;) She also... made the entry with the poll on it private. I'm really thankful. We never did get around to discussing what the content of my super sekrit journal was; she didn't press it at all... she did mention that she 'has a few journals' too ... ...so... ...well, maybe someday we'll pursue that avenue of conversation.
I'm just not ready to be 'outed' to the peers of my more daily life or something. :\
I added all my friends back, so there would be someone to read this... after she deleted the entry, hehe.
*shakes* :P
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[30 Apr 2005|07:04pm] |
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Wow, I did it. I did what I said I was going to do. ^_^ I went to IHoP and had potato pancakes and a little scoop of vanilla ice cream for dessert, hehe.
I even saw someone I knew there who I used to work with, but he either didn't recognize me or didn't acknowledge me. I didn't care because I was so confident that nobody would know I was diapered.
Before I left the house, I felt like I had to pee a little, so I did. I've actually had three little pees so far, and don't feel like I need to change yet. These Abenas are great, even the non-XPlus ones. I didn't get to pee in public...
I think I'm gonna go as many hours as I can diapered just to see how things go. My BF won't be home until tomorrow evening... ...I think I might tell him about my adventures and see what he thinks me about me wearing to go see a movie tomorrow night. :o That's going to take the most courage of all, I think. It IS the most convenient place to go padded, after all. ^_^
Yay~
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[30 Apr 2005|05:04pm] |
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...but I sit here padded. :)
It was a random thought earlier... "Did I get rid of my baby powder? I wonder if I still have it..." I peered under my bed, and there it was. I spent about an hour in the bath shaving my nether regions, put on one of these, some powder of course, my plastic panties (purple, of course :) ), and one of my smaller pairs of big girl panties, to hold everything close. I then put my jeans on (which are a size too big anyway), and there's absolutely no sound when I walk, and my shirt covers my butt anyway, so nothing is easily seen (but there isn't much to see anyway). I could seriously go out in public like this...
Funny thing is, I have a craving for potato pancakes for dinner. I bet IHoP will be terribly busy though... hmm... what to do, what to do. Nevertheless I'm going to wear this diaper 'til it's wet, and maybe even put on another one afterward!
I haven't done 'D-stuff' in such a long time... this is why I'm rambling on and on about this. ^_^
Boyfriend's out of town 'til tomorrow night, as he is nearly every weekend... I still haven't ever asked him to diaper me. The 'D-stuff' is just one of those things that's rarely mentioned. I feel weird talking about it, even with him. :\
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[30 Mar 2005|09:07pm] |
The guy who wrote this must be a furry. He sure knows a lot about them.
You scored 81% for basic knowledge, 69% for advanced knowledge, 81% for perverted knowledge and 51% for obscure knowledge
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Well assuming I made the questions well and you didn't simply guess
well, we should now know how much you've learn't from sex columns, the
internet and friends and family about fetishes and sex, at least
compared to me and other takers in a statistically crappy test since I
did it off the top of my head, but I tried, I swear... |  |
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 99% on Basic | | You scored higher than 99% on Advanced | | You scored higher than 99% on Perverse | | You scored higher than 99% on Obscure |
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| Hi again. ^_^ |
[20 Jan 2005|11:37pm] |
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Wow, has it really been 3 months already?
Anyway...
Expected delivery date for these items: 1/27/05
This portion of your order has not been shipped yet.
Suborder Number: No suborders assigned yet.
Delivery/Tracking: No tracking information yet.
Items in this shipment:
1 Abena Abri-Form X-Plus Fitted Briefs Large - 12 ea $ 15.99
1 Abena Abri-Form Super Fitted Briefs Large - 20 ea $ 20.43
1 Abena Abri-Form X-Plus Fitted Briefs Large - 12 ea $ 17.99
I'm not sure why I'm dragging my feet so much about wearing more often... my boyfriend is completely accepting of my "d stuff" ... haha, I've never actually worn in the presence of anyone else before, ever. Well, not since I was a toddler, anyway.
I suppose I was inspired to make this order by a dream I had last night. I don't remember where I was or what I was doing, but I was diapered (disposable) and the diaper seemed to be fitted very snugly against my body... like... I could pat between my legs and there was no give whatsoever.
Maybe I should get a onesie or something to try to simulate that... what do you guys think?
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[23 Oct 2004|10:33am] |
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I'm starting to think all this "d stuff" and "c stuff" is just better off in my head than in practice... The more I do, the further I go (see previous post), the less enamored I am with the whole idea. I think this might be the beginning of the end for these obsessions. :\
That, and I don't see myself taking any heroic measures to revive it either... I'm not going to go on a global purge and vanish or anything, but... heh, back to posting twice a year, I guess. :)
I'm just really sad that I was so excited about my boyfriend leaving the house for the weekend so I could 'adventure'... ...then feeling this incredible loneliness and regret just a few hours later, hahaha. Oh well. I must think of something extraordinary to do for him Sunday when he gets back. Adventures were overrated. I'm tired of having it hurt to pee. Luckily it only lasted a few hours and I'm about back to normal... but I really have no desire to spend the entire day incontinent. I think being able to run to the bathroom is a privilege or something, and I've been taking it for granted for a while. :\
Back to real life.
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| *gulp* well, I did it... |
[20 Oct 2004|12:26am] |
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...I ordered some stuff from http://www.ameds.com on Monday. It arrived today! (that was fast)
...It's um... catheter stuff. Four foleys of varying styles and sizes, four insertion kits, and a leg bag.
I will probably be... adventuring this weekend. I may update with the results. Weekend, get here faster...!
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[08 Aug 2004|03:26pm] |
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I think... perhaps someday I might commission my roommate to make me a pretty "gothic lolita" dress. I actually got asked by one of my furry friends to attend a furcon in the state ... and... I... told him I would think about going... but... I dunno...
Anyway... being a "babyfur" would probably help me make a lot more friends... *laughs*
I've actually tossed around the idea of making a 'fursona' ... ...'kitten' sounds likely. I like snow leopards... I wonder what they look like as cubs. :D so cute.
anyway...
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=19255&item=5512096858&rd=1 <- wow. I want. I remember being younger and absolutely despising dresses... but... for some reason... that looks really adorable. It sounds exciting to me (today anyway) to wear a dress like this... with a diaper and plastic pants underneath, and white tights, and ...bah, I hate dressy shoes; they always make my heels blister... I wonder what I'd do about shoes. :( mary janes would be painful, unless they were really soft on the inside... hmm...
oh man. :) I'm feeling weird today. This means my period is going to start this week, hahahahaha.
anyway... I am still around. :)
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[19 Jun 2004|09:53pm] |
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I had an unusual encounter tonight. I hereby present the full text of it to my LiveJournal friends for analysis. Be aware that you will probably learn MUCH more about me than you ever dared to ask, if you read... (Warning: This text contains adult content and talk of sexual situations.)
I'm actually kind of disturbed. I want a mommy. ;_;
( So this guy messages me on Yahoo! Messenger... )
...This really does nothing at all for my faith in the male gender. It's okay... I'm young, I will find someone to take care of me in a non-sexual way someday. ;)
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[11 Jan 2004|09:52pm] |
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Hi all.
I apologize for the lack of updates lately... my DL fascination hasn't really been dormant (I'll wear to bed a few times a month... but nothing monumental) but I just haven't had that much to say.
I'm going to be moving again toward the end of February, but the roommates I'll have already know I'm a DL, and are very accepting of it... so I'm sure I won't have any problems.
Take care, all.
~Raina
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[01 Jun 2003|07:28pm] |
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Same old stuff...
managed to feel bold a few weeks ago and ordered some supplies which i'm wearing right now...
nothing like a 6+ hour uninterrupted session of (insert favorite computer game here) ;D
...teehee.
*skips away* ._.
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| Hm, I think I found it... |
[02 Sep 2002|12:32am] |
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...the perfect disposable diaper... :) the other night, I decided to have a "d night" and got out one of the Promise Overnights (the green ones) from my stash... added a depend booster pad (hey, for being of the depend brand, they're surprisingly... good.) and some other stuff, and decided to call it a night.
I must've wet that thing 5 times throughout the night and the next morning, and it didn't even come close to leaking. That, and the "breathable cloth-like cover" it boasts made it much easier for me to sleep... ;) I know a lot of AB/DL folk prefer the plastic cover... but it just makes me all sweaty and icky, and... makes it harder for me to sleep. :(
The tapes on these are fantastic, they're super-quiet, they fit well, and they wick away wetness relatively quickly... I think as soon as I have some extra cash (which won't be for a while), I'm going to probably get a case of them......and maybe start having "d nights" more frequently. ;) ...the only problem I face is being able to discreetly dispose of my used product. :/ Sure, there are the trash cans on the outside of the house, but an instance is going to come along when I don't have lots of other trash to throw out with the diaper... ;) Ah well, I'm careful, nothing will happen... no use worrying about it.
Hm, tomorrow's the last day of my long weekend, maybe I should have another 'd-night' tonight... :)
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| _Finally_ :) |
[07 Aug 2002|07:03pm] |
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Hm... well, after I got off work today, I figured I'd go to this big... closeout kind of store in town--they sell stuff that other stores can't sell, whether it's excess inventory, slightly damaged goods, or whatever... I was just wandering around, and I saw a new aisle (the layout of the store changes _all_ the time... you really can find just about anything there, depending on how lucky you are :) ) that had $0.88 health things... the first thing that caught my eye was the display of baby powder that they had... so I thought to myself "I placed an order with HDIS on Sunday, the order should've shipped on Monday, I should have it this week! :D" ...so I grabbed a bottle, looked around a little bit more, picked up a thing of vaseline (...I've never bought vaseline before, but... hahaha, erm. *blush* anyway.. :P) and a thing of generic brand listerine, so the checkout lady wouldn't give me weird looks, and checked out... only cost me something like $3.10 total, which made me _very_ happy. :D
So I get home... first thing I do, even though I figure I wouldn't have any packages waiting for me, is scope out the porch as I pull into the driveway... no boxes there. :-( ...so I come in the house, and there's a big box waiting next to the kitchen counter! I guess my roommate brought it in when he got home. It was from HDIS! :D One thing I love about HDIS is that they ship completely discreetly... *looks at the box* all that's there as the return address is "Local Return Address" as the name, and then an address. :D so maybe once I've depleted this stuff... in however many months, I'll place an actual order with them. :p
*cough* so anyway, I ordered one of these, and one of these. :) ...I'll post details later, I guess.
I can't believe it's been way over a year since I last.... ....hm. really did any DL stuff. Time flies. :/
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